91/100 - Tall chair

High horses are something we can be criticized for, but the uncomfortably tall chair is another problem. Feet dangling, back unsupported, and how do you get up there? This image reminds me of impostor syndrome, that feeling that you are a fraud and someone might discover and out you, no matter how skilled or experienced you are. Like you are on this chair that suddenly feels too tall and someone is going to point out you should grab one that fits you better.
It's strange that the feeling mostly attacks me late at night when there is no one there to judge me. Much like the occasional pangs of remorse I get for having shared something online, those are also strange, it seems I should be used to it by now, yet I'm trying to accept the fact that those feelings will probably never go away. This type of regret is one instance of your future self not being very kind to your past self.
My intuition is that the longer you wait the better, I'm generally more proud of the things I did months or years back than the ones I did a few days or weeks back. Like when I look at some older drawings and I cringe a little but I'm still happy that my past self put them out there. Perhaps that's a good hope for anything I put out there in the present moment.
I'll call this drawing a celebration of discomfort that may or may not turn into future pride. It is 3" by 4". Available here(sold).
